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How the Day Was and How I began to Hear the Nieghbors Voices

  Hearing Voices Speaking to people about it relating and A Voice Group! Had a good day with groups online voice groups! I learned From India someone mentioned what it was like there. In India People see some Mental Health as cool, but the services are not really there or not as good. I found this interesting because Here its almos tthe opposite, where people with mental disabilities are seen as different, isolated but here also the mental health places are not the best. They explained about there sensitivity to it all and how it seemed like something super natural outside of them. They mentioned that it might be good that I am creative with whats going on! I also got to talk to someone, and I could relate to them alot. We both gave our stories of what the voices sort of program or tell our mine to what is real and how we get caught into this voice that is completly outside of our heads making it hard to deal with. I mentioned how I began hearing my voice recently from hearin someone b

My Intro Story to Voices

My names Dusk Delacour and Iv been hearing Voices for around 5 to 10 years of my life off and on, starting after I was in high school in my early college years. I sort of think my early years of Social Anxiety in school could of been one of the causes. The first thing I remember is I could hear people from other places but in my own home. during that time I received many unusual experiences, I had many different dreams and I also got alot of Dejavu and I began to get new thoughts of what the world was about. I began to hear a voice speaking within my computer fan and I had no idea what it was. My doctor named out Schizophrenia this big word I never had heard of before. Later on I would hear celebrities, sometimes I heard people on TV and at one point I kept hearing people in videos like in interviews but I could catch them saying other things to.  Art and playing Basketball are probably my most strengths and I am a Visual Learner by most, as I am also Dyslexic, which is seen as a sligh

my reality were changing! Capgras and New Family Friends

  I noticed something in 2020! Things around my reality were changing! At one point I thought humanity split in someway like a double world. And when I went to the Recreation Center at my college there was a young man that was surprised to still see it was me , and said its just me and you everyone has been switched! We are the last left! It was good to see I could feel his shock of feeling he was the only one left in the world. I knew what was going on in anticipation kind of. And I just let it be how It was, I tried not to over react about it! But yeah This story or how I felt almost feels like a unusual Sci Fi Movie or Book but for me it was very real at the time! All I knew is that everything everyone seemed to have changed or re evolved into almost like new all around me. I just wanted to post this because I thought it was interesting to keep so im writing about this experience here! I have had lots of Dejavu as well, and someone at one point told me maybe that means you are in th