Dusks Life Experiences - The Unusual

  Its like I wake up and I go to my mind again here we go again Michael has changed. Sometimes I watch our old video tapes me and when Gina Was Alive shes my Great Aunt, Mother she took care of me since I was a few months old. She said I was calm as a kid. Another Memory I have is when Michael would walk me down to Rosa Parks, At the time we were living down in West Berkeley On San Pablo Avenue behind this old bait and tackle shop. Mike would say come on Dusk you can do it, next time you walk the rest of the way yourself.  At one point I remember mike telling me Dusk im in my 70's I wont always be here. in 2010 something struck in me , everyone around me had changed. My doctor named my experience as Capgras Delusion.

 I have had Schizophrenia Capgras Delusion for about 10 years. it started 2009 , 2010 when everyone started seeming different. My Father walked out to go to the store somewhere and all of a sudden for a few days he was being really strange unusual laughs and acts I had never seen him act like before, at first I just asked you seem a little different, He said I know. At times I saw him talking about things I didnt know about but he was alot older then me in his 70's he had been around for a long time. I couldn't name it but after that first week, it got different his personality had simply changed from before. He raised me all my life so and is probably my best friend so it sort of surprised me. The first week I had no idea , something told me this is another him, Thats where my life seemed to totally change. I began to sleep in the Living Room Near him. I dont know what made me realize or think it was another him but that was to change me the rest of my life. Sometimes today wh